My life can’t center around his emotions anymore, it’s a rollercoaster from hell. I don’t know that I’m obsessed with the outcome anymore, we reconcile, we divorce; I just want to be happy. I want my kids to be happy. I want us all to be healthy and thriving. I want to enjoy life’s little moments. I want to look forward to life’s big moments. I’m ready to really live again, I know I have a long way to go…but I can see the destination now. Not the destination for us, MY destination. I will become healthier everyday, just as I have so far. I will become stronger each day, just as I have so far. There’s no going back.
Happy Day 77 of being separated from my husband.
Alison's Finding Herself 
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